Today was a different day for me indeed. I did have the habit of entering my daily diary.But in the last 2 years I have never done that at all. But I decided to have a
look at my old ones and to my surprise or horror... man my life has been soooo boring!!
The same problems, same complains for 5 years??? That's a lot.. and I even realized that I hadn't changed a bit in my thoughts but just that I stopped entering them on
a daily basis maybe because I was lazy to write the same thing?!!!
I read through some of my pages and I had cribbed about the same happenings, there are hardly few entries with happy days and how would I know with the many many 1000
pages I had written in ages.
I literally decided to trash them away!!
Yes; I started tearing away every page I had written; some were blank and I felt so bad for wasting that paper...
There are times in life we would like to look back who we were and where we stand now , right?
But its a nightmare to know that you have not changed in areas you wanted to change. The "I" and "conscious" factor in us know this... that I have become worse!!
Am not ashamed to admit this because if I don't now; I would never...
Since schooling we are taught to write our diary but we must also learn what to write in that because the impact on it after years is huge like this.
Writing good things and challenges in your day to day life helps you in knowing where you stand and what needs to be done next. There is no use sulking about things
not in your hands especially PEOPLE!
Some learning are to yourself and I too learnt tons from my diary today... and what to write what not to write.
Its more than the writing, I realized where I have been wrong and the mistakes I have been doing which requires an immediate action for correction from me!!
So today, I tore away all my old written diaries and I feel a relief within me.
Yes its the same feeling that I saw in movies too when they burn their x's photo or phone number or anything old and unnecessary bad memories!
Maybe its a good step to see a new us! It wont happen over night; its a slow process but at least a start by throwing away bad memories carrying only the learning out
of it.
Alright... its getting too serious now... So how many of you think its really worth penning your diary with every incident happening?
I believe I should still continue to pen my thoughts and feelings like this blog; but a little more personal. This will definitely help us be a better person not just
tomorrow; but EVERYDAY!
Diary is like music; some songs always remind us of people and incidents in life that took the bad path...
look at my old ones and to my surprise or horror... man my life has been soooo boring!!
The same problems, same complains for 5 years??? That's a lot.. and I even realized that I hadn't changed a bit in my thoughts but just that I stopped entering them on
a daily basis maybe because I was lazy to write the same thing?!!!
I read through some of my pages and I had cribbed about the same happenings, there are hardly few entries with happy days and how would I know with the many many 1000
pages I had written in ages.
I literally decided to trash them away!!
Yes; I started tearing away every page I had written; some were blank and I felt so bad for wasting that paper...
There are times in life we would like to look back who we were and where we stand now , right?
But its a nightmare to know that you have not changed in areas you wanted to change. The "I" and "conscious" factor in us know this... that I have become worse!!
Am not ashamed to admit this because if I don't now; I would never...
Since schooling we are taught to write our diary but we must also learn what to write in that because the impact on it after years is huge like this.
Writing good things and challenges in your day to day life helps you in knowing where you stand and what needs to be done next. There is no use sulking about things
not in your hands especially PEOPLE!
Some learning are to yourself and I too learnt tons from my diary today... and what to write what not to write.
Its more than the writing, I realized where I have been wrong and the mistakes I have been doing which requires an immediate action for correction from me!!
So today, I tore away all my old written diaries and I feel a relief within me.
Yes its the same feeling that I saw in movies too when they burn their x's photo or phone number or anything old and unnecessary bad memories!
Maybe its a good step to see a new us! It wont happen over night; its a slow process but at least a start by throwing away bad memories carrying only the learning out
of it.
Alright... its getting too serious now... So how many of you think its really worth penning your diary with every incident happening?
I believe I should still continue to pen my thoughts and feelings like this blog; but a little more personal. This will definitely help us be a better person not just
tomorrow; but EVERYDAY!
Diary is like music; some songs always remind us of people and incidents in life that took the bad path...
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